Penguins are the SHit

I have a HUGE obsession with Penguins. I think they are the cutest things in the entire world. If anyone wants to get me a Christmas gift, I would want anything to do with Penguins. I mean ANYTHING. Or Tinkerbell, I love her too. But I love penguins more. My name is Penguin, and I am a tropical penguin. :)

Stressin is a big BITCH!

I have been stressin so much these past few weeks. I've been experiencing emotions and actions that are not like myself. School always has me stressed out, I'm afraid I'm falling behind. I have gotten extremely lazy. For as long as I can remember, I have HATED people who were over sensative and overly dramatic about everything that goes on in their life. Like people who were with guys that they always fought with over the same stupid shit, all of the time. I try to make people see me as a very strong willed person. It has always been easy for me to hide what's bothering me, and make people think that nothing anyone says or does effects me. But recently, it's becoming harder and harder to hide it. Normal teenage drama doesn't have any effects on me, I feel like I'm to old and mature for little kid and teenage problems. But I'm dealing with teenage problems that I've never had to deal with before. I mean, I've been through so much drama with other teenagers in my life, that I know how to handle anything that comes at me. But these new things, they are so crazy. I find myself not being able to hold anything back. I never used to cry. I mean NEVER. Nothing could make me cry, and no one had ever seen me cry before. But now, I can cry. I don't like being able to cry, and when people see me cry, I feel ashamed. I feel weak and vunerable when people see me crying. I make it sound like I cry everyday, but thats not the case. I mean that, it's easier for me to become upset and emotional over every little thing. I guess it's just a phase....ughh I hate the word...I don't go through phases! But, yes, I believe it is so. Gosh I'm such a dumbass. I shouldn't let stupid things effect me......I WILL GET OVER IT! lol.  *Muahz*

Lyrics # 1

Rascal Flatts-Stand

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright
You'll be alright

(Chorus)
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you stand
Then you stand

Life's like a novel with the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon with only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

Chorus (x1)

Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place, yea Ooohhh

Chorus (x1)


I really love this song. Everytime I'm feeling like my life is becoming overwhelming and I'm stressed, I always listen to it. It just empowers me and makes me feel better. Alot of times I feel like I can't achieve the things I want, or I feel like I'm going to loose my mind, I just listen to this song, and it keeps me strong.