In one of those moods....

Every once in awhile, I feel a really strong sense to write. Not like writing story's, or random words, but poetry. I know, that sounds crazy. Alix, writing poetry.  I am a poetry HATER. I hate poems. Not the kind of poems that students write. But poems that famous people wrote, that are supposed to be soooo deep and meaningful, but sound like stupid nonsense(I know Catcher and the Rye isn't a poem, but it relates, cuz i think its stupid and full of nonsense and idiotic ramblings). I don't think I'm good at writing poetry, but its a good way for me to vent. I never let anyone read them. Only once. Never again. After I write them, I end up throwing them away. I've even went as far as burning them. The reason is because, when I write them, I put my true feelings and emotions out there. In my poetry, I hide nothing. All my anger and hatred and fear and shame, put out there for anyone to see. No one should ever see that. It's better for people to think that your happy all the time, then to let them see your sorrow.